The Grief

When I lost my father. Everything’s changed. I am no longer who I am.
Its like carrying a pain in a deep soul for a life time. And there’s no way to heal it. Even small things could lead to memories about him.
When He passed away, I was shocked that death was that near. It makes me think the world is no longer that worthy.
I used to have a lot of things to be asked. So I read different prayers in my last sujood. But the only thing to read is only for my Parents, now. I couldnt ask for more. God already gives me more than I could possibly get.
Dear God, Thank YOU for this beautiful ending. Thank YOU for choosing Jumuah for him. Thank YOU for the time we spent together in his last time.